I realised that maybe..... God puts me in China for something to great to happen to me.
Well, maybe all my time spent here is just a test. I am tested by major changes, unfulfilled promises, unexpected situations and senseless delays. I guessed all these are just something that when I look back, I will just handle with a smile. I am thankful that I am paying so much to buy all these experiences for myself here in China. It is very difficult for people to imagine that I am spending more than 10K of my downary to buy myself nothing similar to Prada handbags, or the 'chiong' Gucci and LV purses, but experiences like these in this land of the Dragons.
My everyday events in China becomes the story of how I come to be. Each day here makes me get closer to who I am going to be. Every second here is a growth opportunity to deepen my character. Every moment is a chance for me to demonstrate my love, or for me to learn to depend on God and to love Him even more.
God never fails. Sadly, I only came to realise this when I am here, facing the battle alone. I regretted not serving Him earlier when I started my walk with Him. Its only when you are in such a desperate situation, you will then begin to find something to cling on, and then, only then you will realise how REAL God's promises were. Nothing to lose, but plenty to gain.
Its only when you see China in the eyes of His unconditional love, then you will be able to love and understand the people here, for who they are and what they did.
Well, maybe all my time spent here is just a test. I am tested by major changes, unfulfilled promises, unexpected situations and senseless delays. I guessed all these are just something that when I look back, I will just handle with a smile. I am thankful that I am paying so much to buy all these experiences for myself here in China. It is very difficult for people to imagine that I am spending more than 10K of my downary to buy myself nothing similar to Prada handbags, or the 'chiong' Gucci and LV purses, but experiences like these in this land of the Dragons.
My everyday events in China becomes the story of how I come to be. Each day here makes me get closer to who I am going to be. Every second here is a growth opportunity to deepen my character. Every moment is a chance for me to demonstrate my love, or for me to learn to depend on God and to love Him even more.
God never fails. Sadly, I only came to realise this when I am here, facing the battle alone. I regretted not serving Him earlier when I started my walk with Him. Its only when you are in such a desperate situation, you will then begin to find something to cling on, and then, only then you will realise how REAL God's promises were. Nothing to lose, but plenty to gain.
Its only when you see China in the eyes of His unconditional love, then you will be able to love and understand the people here, for who they are and what they did.
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